Well the title didn't fit the whole part of the song. :/ It was supposed to be "The Dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had..." from the song 'Mad World' by Gary Jules (my favorite version).

Today was a very stressful school day today. I woke up figuring today was going to be a horrid day, but I went bracing myself for the stresses of high school life. I got to school and sat down trying to write my english speech I have to do but have been having a hard time with and just kinda broke down, not knowing what I needed to do with it so the stress of that got to me. History was pretty good, I got a good portion of that one done, but it's still not finished. Math class was really fun[/sarcasm]. I was told by my teacher that she had none of my work from the first chapter which I handed into her so I broke down yet again because I was pissed that I thought she lost all my work that I worked for so I was pissed/activated that that happened, and then she told me my grade and I just felt even more like shit and broke down again. After that class, SAT Prep was more so the class that I calmed myself in, stopped feeling stressed or at least pulled the rope from my throat for a little bit, loosened the noose. English went so much better than I thought it was going to go. I was so nervous to get to that class, I thought I was going to end up crying in that class, but we had a whole discussion about what we we're doing with the speech in a way that made me feel so much more relief. Art was...boring. Lunch was pretty funny, I saw my friend Chris put a whole orange in his mouth and eat it that way-it was the first time I had seen someone do that before. Chemistry and journalism we're taken up by a Veteran's Day memorial Assembly so those classes we're good.

After the after school homework help I went to I started feeling bad again. I tried to talk to my mum and ended up wording what I said wrong and beat myself up the whole rest of the way to the store and back.

Today was not a very good day, I'm hoping tomorrow ends up better since I'm dressing up as Doctor Who from the banana daiquiri episode. I'm tying a tie to my head, wearing a trench coat, a jacket, a shirt, pants, white converse, and I'm going to have a working sonic screwdriver with working light and sounds and the wallet he uses to make him things like "The King of Belgium". I'm excited.